why do i do this?

why do i give myself a heartattack every time theres a tornado warning (aka watch if you dont know our crazy system). everytime i see circulation on the screen i flip out. im currently still awake because i know the sirens wouldnt wake me up. i really need one of those weather radios that go crazy when theres a new warning or whatever. ive been watching the weather men since like 9:15 or something so over 3 hours now! i think im gonna go insane. and the storm is JUST NOW getting to mustang! can we say slooooow storm. like 15-25 mph moving. grr. and its starting to hail so of course harvey is starting to go crazy and i pray he doesnt wake up michael. im amazed hes still asleep! you should see the laundry room i think i went a little crazy grabbing things to put in there. we so arent prepared. if we dont lose internet well be set cause i can watch live broadcast weather. luckily the storm decided to turn north a little so were not getting everything we were supposed to. and luckily the storm weakened even after two storms merged so the circulation went bye bye but im still freaked. i wont be able to sleep until it totally passes. justin thinks im crazy but id rather be safe then sorry. im currently seeing goldball sized hail on tv from a storm chaser thats 1.5-2 miles from my house. about an hour and a half ago i became super woman and cleared half my garage so i could get my car in. if youve seen my garage you know how packed it is! the storm seems to be passing thankfully. hopefully i can go to bed here in the next 30 minutes. haha the weather man just said you can tell these storms formed on sunday cause theyre moving like sunday drivers! lol that made me giggle. im glad i let my dogs out at 11 cause they arent going out in the wetness! i wish justin was here i wouldnt be freaking out as much. and i didnt even get to watch my shows tonight! though thankfully they were recorded before the 3 hour weather broadcast. well the red is officially above us but i believe its still storming outside so i dunno what their radar is thinkin. and now theres flooding in places yay!

in other news i have a cold and im hopefully moving to tulsa this weekend woohoo. guess ill start getting ready for bed.